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Ah...I am so excited about school especially because of "drew". He makes me overly excited. And its funny how well we get along.

And yes you can hate me all you want but you dont even know him. And you cant like someone if you dont talk to them. Yeah his looks are nice but thats not all that matters.

And yes I am beautiful inside and OUT "BITCH".

I hate people who try to get into my personal shit.

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accomplished accomplished
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So today I woke up and went to etown with my grandma, brother, and two cousins. We went out to eat and I saw these really cute boys. They talked to me but it was really weird talking to them due to the fact I have no clue who they were. After that we went to the movies and watched Madacascar. It was hilarious but kind of childish. *wink*

Also when I got home I ordered two shirts off the internet. A Blood Brothers shirt and a Brand New shirt. They are pretty fucking rad.

1st block - Comp. App (R. Williams)
2nd block - Visual Art 1 (P. Johnson)
3rd block - Biology 1 Cp (P. Sharp)
4th block - Geometry (J. Haycraft)

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I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways. My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days. I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes. To a whole new world that had since been in disguise.

But that day will most likely never come for me. And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are.

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures and overanalyze your words. But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard. It's taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far.

And if i could i would get you erased from my mind. You're nothing but a little boy who is afraid to show your true feelings. And for that I fucking hate you.

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Friday, I woke up super early and packed my clothes due to the fact I had to leave the house in less than 1 hour. When I was done we left to go to the lake. When we got there my grandma and grampa was there putting the camper up. Right as we parked some weird people pulled up and asked if they could hang out with my family until that night, and of course they said "YES". After everyone got out there, we all took the boat out and it was a fucking blast. Well everyone went tubing other than me and my sister erica because we wanted to get on together but the thing just wasnt big enough. Whenever we got back to the campsite everyone started to get anal. hehe. Then we started a camp fire and roasted hot dogs and marshmallows. It was lovely. Later that night I did nothing other than ride the four wheeler and sit outside. Oh yeah I made coffee, YUMMY!

Saturday, I woke up and more family came and we took the boat out. But this time whenever we unloaded at the boat ramp the gear shifter in the boat keep getting stuck. First it was stuck in 1st but finally they got it to go in reverse. Ok so they back up and they are trying to get it back in 1st but now its stuck in reverse. And my pappaw gets super de duper mad and tears the whole fucking gear shitfter out of the boat and throughs it on the ground. *ah*.. So now they have to paddle the boat back to the ramp which was probally hard because we only had one paddle. And there was like 20 boats right there by our boat and none of the fuckers would even help pull him in. So I scream "you fuckers are so fucking stuck up" hehe and my mom laughed at me. After that we went back to the campsite and we left.

Sunday, which is today. I have got to go back to the lake for some damn family cook out. And there is going to be over 100 ppl there and most of them are stuck up butt munchers. *wink*

I love you all.
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Current Music:
"Doll Parts" by Hole
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Last night was perfect. It sort felt like a dream.

I was running through the field chasing lightning bugs and when i looked up in the sky i saw a storm that was coming towards the old white house. The thunder keep getting louder and the wind kept getting stronger. I sat down on the picnic table and watched it for over an hour.

Times like these I wish I had a boyfriend.

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Today I am going to go to church with my grandparents because I think it seems like the thing to do. These past few weeks I have turned into someone that I hate. Someone I wish I could kill. Spending time with my family seems like the things I should be doing. After church we are going out to eat and then we are supposed to go shopping or something like that. But I am pretty excited.

I wish I could go somewhere far away and stay there for a few weeks and just get all this pressure off my back. It would be pretty rad.

I want to hang out with some of my friends this summer but i havent done nothing other than being a girl who should be ashamed of herself.

I watched Power Rangers this morning and it was so awesome. *wink*

I fucking love life.

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Toni Lanete Drake
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Well, yesterday I went to Hardinsburg with my sister Tara and we went to Marks house. When we left there all three of us went to some James house. And he is super de duper hott. Wow. hehe.

And while we were with them we hung out with some kids at a graveyard and then we went to some gay guys house.

And lets just say I liked it when you poured water on me. *wink*

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awake awake
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you know what you can do nigga...

haha

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